Thursday, November 6, 2008
I always think I don't have a right to be unhappy, because everytime I make a fuss about something, I can think of a hundred other people who are so much less happy than I am. And I'll tell myself to shut up and stop being so melo-dramatic. Which is why I don't get why some people are so upset about about
1. gossip
2. food
3. clothing
4. toilets
5. nothing
But why must a person be happy at all? Happiness, like Sadness or Bitterness are mere emotions. If one can be happy, you have a Right to be sad. Or bitter. So please, there is no need for all the fuss to make a person happy. It is perfectly illogical. If everyone in the World were happy, we would not be Humans. Some things are meant to be.
Please understand,
It is not that I didn't try. (or perhaps not hard enough)
I don't want things to be like this.
I try to do something, say something.
But the same old thing happens and spoils everything.
You said I should just weigh the odds.
I said it's one to many.
Let's say I miscounted.
One-One.
Yet both stacked so high.
If I choose one, the other comes crashing down.
If I said I didn't care, I'm a liar.
You can never keep both sides up straight.
It is too tiring.
Yes it's one to one.
It's like a see-saw with needles at the bottom and tonnes on top.
Humpty Dumpty sat on the wall.
Humpty Dumpty had a great fall.
All the King's horses,
And all the King's men,
Couldn't give a damn about Humpty again.
Labels: is this how we say goodbye
loved on 12:14 AM
