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Friday, April 30, 2010

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Thursday, April 29, 2010

Thursday, Apr 29th, 2010 -- You have a magical aura that wraps around you today, wherever you go. This energetic layer is powered by your imagination and it is only as strong as your current belief in yourself. Don't let logic or reality spoil your dreams. If you believe that anything is possible, then you won't be limited by restrictive rules or your own self-doubt.

Thursday, Apr 29th, 2010 -- Your key planet Venus is adding to your woes today as she distracts you from what you should be doing. The love planet can be quite enticing as she draws your attention to something new each time you become too comfortable with what you already have. Luckily, you can shift gears by changing your goal from reaching immediate pleasure to concentrating on the distant horizon.

Thursday, Apr 29th, 2010 -- This can be a very satisfying day for you because you can express your feelings without seeming so needy that others want to retreat. In fact, your ability to love is currently based upon your need for freedom. It's one thing to ask for a bit of elbowroom now, but it still can be tricky to balance it with intimacy and security.

Thursday, Apr 29th, 2010 -- You are coming to the end of an intensely emotional period and it's a smart idea to tie up as many loose ends as you can. Soon you will start a new project, but you aren't out of the woods on the previous one yet. The Moon's entry into your sign tonight can remind you of the instability of your changing needs. Even if you are uncomfortable with basing a long-term decision on your fluctuating feelings, they are still more trustworthy now than your logical analysis.

Okay a bit crazy but who's counting?

We must find sanity in insanity!

 "When I put a green," Matisse would later say, "it is not grass. When I put a blue, it is not the sky."
Just like how Matisse painted a color without using the color itself, we can find something from nothing! 

"Nothing is absolutely the limit of nothingness...How can something be less than nothing? If there were something that was less than nothing, then nothing would not be nothing, it would be something- even though it's just a very little bit of something. But itf nothing is nothing, then nothing has nothing that is less that it is."
-Charlotte's Web, E.B. White

What about we use words that are not the words itself but they sound the same? Are they still the same? What defines words themselves? The way they look, feel and sound? 

Mai henfone wos ristaud an I lawst awl mai maresages, I wos thankfoo coz I neva cood dileet them maiself an sum gaev mi bad maremaries (mammaries lol).

Does it make sense? Does anything make sense?


loved on 6:12 PM

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Monday, Apr 26th, 2010 -- Relationships may be the primary source of frustration these days as someone attempts to exert control over you. Your need to express your individuality is strong and a friend or partner doesn't seem to understand what's motivating you. The more pressure you feel from others, the more likely you are to do something totally unexpected. Talking about your desires today is a smarter strategy than acting out your suppressed emotions in an extreme way.

Oh it speaks for itself. 

Quite a number of things happened these days. I think the most significant was that I FINALLY got my nametag back. 
I know its anal, childish and stupid to want sth like that so badly, but I did say, Andsec was the most impt and will continue to be.

Class outing at Chijmes with 1308! All the photos are taken from MH. :D

The steak there is awesome.

ManU vs Tottenham.
Obviously all the guys' attention was there. 

I think their dresses are so pretty!

Went to some random place to drink. Table no. 108

Only the beer came but we decided to do it anyway.


Yufen's hair is so brown. 

Flaming Lamborgini. He sets fire to the vodka, you pour in baileys mixture and drink! It's super cool. Then they'll give you cold milk or water after that cos it'll be very hot.
SM said mixing hard liquor is worse than drinking it neat. O.o
SM had one. 

MH and I had one.

Then SM had rum shots with the guys while I ordered Capiroshka. Just so I made the waiter pronounce it lol

The aftermath- with SM looking very cute!

Hahahhaah I can't get over how cosy everyone looks. XD

Super fun! More than half turned up, considering our class size, is very very good. XD 
Photography outing next! Cos SM got a DSLR. 
Well at least we know next outing our livers won't take a battering. 

Then there was aj choir concert ytd. I think they sound best in sacred. 
Lol the audience was uncouth, ill-mannered and had bad timing. 

Saw so many people I haven't seen in a long time! Like Ryan, Henry, Brenbren, Stella, Melissa(x2).

I still think I need a drink. 
Enertaining is stressful business. O:


loved on 1:39 PM

Sunday, April 18, 2010

After putting my paragraph into Google translation,it came out like,

The girl on crazy.
Studying Spanish is boring! But I zero life. I decided tain dre, live!You should too.To learn Spanish?
This is so difficult. I Have decided to study Italian language next!
Sad life.
Adios, amigo!

It is actually quite accurate and my tenses and nouns are not that shitty! I should say, not bad, considering I only learnt 10 chapters in one and a half day. I put all the random words I learnt together and came up with something an online translator understood. yayyyyyy



loved on 11:38 PM

La chica el loco.

Estudiar espanol es aburrido! Pero yo cero vida. Yo decidido tain dre, vivir!
Vosotros deberia too.
Para que estudias espanol?

This is so dificil. I have decidido estudiar italiano idioma next!


Triste vida.

Adios, amigo!


loved on 8:31 PM

Monday, April 12, 2010

"...-it was hard to tell if they were genuinely trying to help. 
Or simply trying to look as if they were."
Mark Billlingham, Lifeless

Monday, Apr 12th, 2010 --
 You have a high level of self-esteem, but unfortunately you may not be able to rely on it when you need it later today. What makes it even more difficult is the fact that you cannot save a positive attitude like you would a computer file, to open up at a later time. But don't let the changing circumstances throw you for a loop. Wait it out; your optimism will return in a few days.

A few days? Yea sure.
Anyway I went back to andsec today when Shamini asked me.
They sounded very good, as usual. They won category champion! They are the most optimistic, unpretentious and outgoing group of kids I ever saw. 

I don't know why, but don't you feel irritated when you tell someone of some success related to you, for instance my juniors' triumph, and they dismiss it and harp on their own choir's achievements. 
"Uh, own choir won..."

Don't you get it? I was already shut off from your third word. 
Sorry, past achievements may be impressive. But its OVER. 

I am sort of pissed at people who always refer to themselves anyway. Like they think they're the greatest. It's sad and its sorry, and it's ugly. 

The other time in Reader's Digest, there was an article about your message for people when you don't pick up the phone. "Sorry I'm out, but you could leave a message after the bleep."
"*Outtatune singing...this is ____! Leave a message! I'm not free now."

Okay the article says that speaking with a smile's important. You could also sound more upbeat by simply standing up when you're recording. It would improve the mood of the caller if you sound happy. After all,what have you, happiness is infectious. 

You could also say, "You have reached John and Mary's home. We're not home now so please leave a message for us."
By using "You", it shows you are more considerate towards the other person, and this makes the caller feel more important. 

What a world of difference a word makes. 

And what a happy person it'll make. 

But sometimes all I can see is these self-help and self-improvement and stuff. Shows how many people tend to be utterly insensitive. So perhaps they should just pick up these books and memorise the techniques and cue-words. 
Save the people around them a hell load of anguish and depression. 

I mean,it's okay to step on toes now and then. 
We're all learning, aren't we?
But what do we make of those who never learn?


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Sunday, April 11, 2010

Sunday, Apr 11th, 2010 -- You could have stars in your eyes today, tempting you to reach beyond your normal limits. On one hand, this can lead to something wonderful as you take an opportunity you might otherwise pass by. But on the other hand, you could upset the security that you've worked to achieve by gambling your future on a risky venture. There's no simple answer to the choice you must make, so consider all options carefully before saying yes.

So after reading Chris Manby's Getting Personal, something interesting...

Let's say about 51% of our population's female. 
Of the guys, approximately 20% would be under 18.
30%  would be over 50.
And 10% would be gay.
And a good 50%of the remaining are married,
with another 50% happily attached. 
Minus those still living with their mothers.
How many percent left of these whom I might actually fancy?

Do the math.


loved on 11:55 PM

Saturday, Apr 10th, 2010 -- Your moodiness today can be more annoying to others than you realize. You might not understand why someone is acting standoffish toward you until you become aware that your current pickiness might be perceived as negativity. But your true motives will shine through if you can let go of your fear of failure. A temporary lack of focus won't jeopardize your big plans for the future.


It's hard to address the topic of health and wellness with you right now, because you are a little obsessed with it all of a sudden. A small ache, pain or cough is not a sign of impending disaster! If you are not going to do anything about it but worry, keep in mind stressing yourself out is not healthy!

Bbq at HM's house!
Then swam. Really very fun!
Very sick and tired of continual headaches though. Sick shit.
Perhaps I might go get a lobotomy.
Might calm down more, like.

Saw this vid randomly. Veron just passed her theory test! In no time, I will have more friends who'll be driving. O:


loved on 11:46 AM

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

Roses are red,
Violets are blue,
You think you're great
but my best friend beats you.

Roses are red,
Violets are blue,
My best friend is awesome,
awesomer than you!

Last day at SNEC was awesome! Everyone was being super sweet and saying they'll miss me. Hoho. And I got a chocolate bunny from Sister Tay. ^.^
But the most awesome present was the roses I got!
They were SUBLIME.
She totally got them from a florist and the color is CRAZY!!
I can't believe it. She always gets me roses for random occasions and its so damn nice. Come to think of it, all the guys added together never gave me half as many flowers as she did. This is one awesome friend. *>*
I keep smiling at the roses.
Did I tell you abt the color?

So many words kept rolling ard in my mind when I look at it. Flowers are inspiration, let me just say.
I only write when I'm depressed, but now, flowers seem to do it too. And that high is just so...different.
I keep writing bunches of nonsense now wee!

Roses are red,
Violets are blue.
You got your rose,
But I totally got two!

Roses are red,
Violets are blue.
Why care about flowers,
When my love for you is true?

I found these on a poetry forum, very funny, some of them!

Violets are blue
Roses are red
My feelings for you
Are completely dead.


Roses are red
Violets are blue
look at all the pain
you put me through.


Roses are red
Violets are blue
God gave me looks
What the hell happened to you?

Roses are red,
Violets are blue,
Sugar is sweet
and so are you.
But the roses are wilting,
and the violets are dead.
The sugar bowl's empty,
and so was your head.

Mew tired, goodnight!


loved on 11:03 PM

Thursday, Apr 8th, 2010 -- You aren't interested in trying to wrap words around your point of view now, for every time you speak up, you just seem to lead others further away from your truth. This can be rather confusing because you know exactly why you believe what you do. Nevertheless, it's not something you can easily communicate now, so leave the complex explanations for another day.


loved on 4:37 PM

Friday, April 2, 2010

 I found this on P's blog and decided to take it too! I don't know if it's true or not.I suppose it is quite.

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.  

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.  

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.  

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.  

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.  

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.  

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.  

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.


loved on 7:00 PM

Thursday, April 1, 2010

Remarks from Office of Admissions, NUS

DOCUMENTS RECEIVED (2010-04-01 12:14)

HAHAHAH *hysterical.

Okay okay. Calm down. 

I quit my job today! LOL. Okay Mon is officially my last day.
I wonder how my boss took it. 
Her: *scolds
Me: Oh dear I know I'm so sorry. Won't be a next time. Btw, I quit.



Okay I felt quite bad about leaving so early like way before Pamela but she very nicely told me she rather I leave and she doesn't want to see me in such a bad state.

Lol I'm so touched!! YAY



I puked like twice today. Okay I didn't. There was nothing to puke. So drama, halfway talking to colleague then cover my mouth and run off. (Like in tv, yknow)
Then when I came back she was like, "How?"
"Nothing la! You know I don't eat breakfast. What you mean how. Lol"

O: It's 3 months! 

I was debating with Pamela about morning sickness and she said, "First trimester."
Me, "Trimester? (Dumb sec sch bio student) 
Ohh. Like...3 months." (Thinks of semester.)

And some old guy said I looked poorly and told me to take care cos I'm only very young. HAHA I look that bad. Only very young. Only very young then...?

My sister took my poem to post on her blog cos she says she likes it. I feel so honoured. Though it's a shitty emo poem and nothing ever comes out of shitty poems, it still makes me feel good. 

I can start my paint-my-room project now! YES.

That time talked to P till 5am. Omg. P, I tell you, if I ever have a kid, I will totally name him/her after one character. HAHAHA. My unfortunate kid has such the luck for a parent who is determined to saddle him/her with funny names. Lol

At least it's not Talula does the Hula or sth. (Read pamela's blog LOL)


I alr picked out my future pet's names.
One will be Tobey, after Tobey my dog who looks like a cat.
And one will be Tamisinia, (Tammy for short) a furry cat who looks like a dog. 

Yipee! And a turtle called Snapper. You know, like a fish. 


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