Saturday, October 17, 2009
Castro drew this in gp lect. Lol.
I shall tastefully name it as,
I Heart You(r butt).
Happiness is contagious!!
Look at pam's blog.YAY I LOVE SINGING WITH YOU FAG! Lol! I think I'm one of the "anti-establishment little child who gives the demon like-I'm-possessed expression and goes around saying she hates the school."
Okay la hate is such a rude word. I'd say dislike.
Happy graduation!! XD
James brought his guitar to school and we were all singing and taking photos and harmonizing. Lol :D
I'm in thrall of people who can sing.
Okay my bro is officially evil.
He was rambling on about hijacking accounts and I didn't believe him. Then he said his friend bet a Psp if my bro could get into his fb and gmail.
My bro proudly announced he already did it and showed me my laptop, the screen at a foreign dude's fb profile. And mafia wars in action. What the?
He also smugly told me he not only went in and "trained (the dunno what) for him" but also changed his password so his friend could not get in. How evil is that!
Then I told him not to bully his friend and that he could not, I repeat, could not ask his friend for that Psp. My bro then said his friend hasn't gotten it anyway. And that they'd agreed that they would share once he got it.
I bet my bro threatened not to return his fb and gmail otherwise. Lol
I didn't know kids are that tech-savvy now. Or maybe its just me.
My class was having a cying competition ytd and Cihui won! Daniel cheated (water from condensation on glass!), Castro cheated (Minhui's eyedrops! Lol the smart girl whipped it out the moment Wendy and Sohmin put their heads down to try to cry) and then Me and Castro teared. (genuine)
After Castro teared, Wendy insisted lit students had unfair advantage as we learn lit, which is about feelings. So not counted. Minhui called Wendy a sore loser. LOL
Then Wendy said it wasn't fair then started to (fake) bawl. James went, "You cry cos you lost?"
Wendy, "NO! Cos Minhui called me a sore loser!"
HAHAHA.
So left Wendy and Sohmin who refused to give up! Lol they kept shouting funny stuff to each other which was so hilar.
James and I laughed a lot la at the random stuff. Like Sohmin's sudden expletive of "Satan-child!" directed at Wendy.
And the guys' hushed speculations that the waitresses were all vampires.
Me "Who the hell would wanna look like a vampire?"
James, "You never know. They might've cultivated the look for very long."
Me,"Cultivated!(lol) Yea sure."
James, "Like curling the eyebrows."
Me, "Yea, and start growing their teeth."
Oh man I'll miss my class.
I think the only way to internalize,or rather, externalize hurt is to let it out of your system.
You know the saying, always remove his stuff etc,out of sight blahblah. I don't think so. Its better to let it hurt everytime you look at it. Then one day you'll realise you don't feel anything anymore. Then you've gotten over it. Hit rock bottom, the only way you can go is up.
Expectations, that's the key. Just like how I don't expect anything, I feel happy even when I don't get anything.
So I don't expect you to do anything for me, just so I don't have to either. Cos I realise it's not worth it. I was never much of a taker anyway.
It's better if I don't surround myself with selfish people.
I'm out of patience! Be back with some soon.Labels: love
loved on 5:02 PM
