Friday, Mar 19th, 2010 -- Sometimes you Fish like to swim through your day, letting the currents take you where they will. Today, however, you'll be better off making your plans in advance and then trying to stick to them. But keep in mind that this could be a study in frustration if you are so rigid that you cannot alter your schedule when circumstances warrant. Being practical is ultimately more important than doing everything your way.
-tarot.com
I keep having moodswings.
I realize what being a guy means, after all. And I realise that Andsec guys are still the best.
Everyone couldn't go for the open house and I was all set on going for the Nus one on my own, because I was simply too tired to keep asking ard if anyone was free, and getting a negative, then Cal offered to go with me though he said he didn't want to go, and had to get home earlier for dinner.
Even HY offered to go with me if I was gonna go alone.
Much can be said of them. It's like, I can always still count on the 4/6 guys to be there for me. If I ever fell into a drain and couldn't get out, I can always count on Cal or Monster or ZA to come and get me out.
And real guys didn't complain or go on and on about how they couldn't make it, but would try to make time, and gladly sacrifice their time for me. Real guys cut straight to it, and either said they could, or couldn't. If you hemmed or hawed so much, you must be from a bs.
I was feeling so so down and irritated on Sat that I utterly disliked Ntu. Thanks to Alice, Bertina and Joan that I didn't have to walk ard alone and be so lost.
Of course I wanted to go to Nus, but was so sick of asking, practically begging, people to go with me that I jusrt made up my mind to go alone. Then saw Cal and gang at Ntu and he said to go together if I was going alone. Lol
And he was totally late! HAHA. But he was dressed very nicely, so no complains. And he was so sweet, went with me to Fass talk though Business talk was going on at the same time. :X Actually I wouldn't have minded at all if he went off for the other talk (I alr envisioned a day alone) and we met up afterwards.
He's awesome sweet la! Like an elder bro who constantly picks up nonsense after me.
:D
He always looked after me. Even in sec school.
And Wj always made me laugh, tgt with Fiona.
Marv always bullied me.
HY amused me.
And ZA is just...forget it. It's too complicated.
So much happening now, and I just wish someone at work would just stop following me ard because seriously, I don't like it, and am becoming quite scared. Wished I hadn't talked to you.
