Wednesday, January 2, 2008
In life, there are us and downs. We always tend to remember what nasty things that happened to us more than the good times.
But why do that? To forget the good memories and harbour grudges against others.
I don't remember the bad memories. I'm just like a Pandora's box. I lock up the bad memories and keep them from escaping.
Good or bad? You decide.
I don't really remember anything bad that happened to me.
Maybe that time when i was 5 and swinging really high on the swings. And i accidentally kicked my sister when she ran in front of me.
But that's her story, not mine.
Or the time when i sprained my ankle while running to school because i was late for choir.
Or when i was caned by my dad for screaming at him in the car. Well, i was a little loud.
Other than that i don't remember.
Pandora's box.
Maybe that's why i always have nightmares of me running away when i sleep. Something is always chasing me. Maybe it shows i'm an escapist in nature.
Who knows?
I am now sitting inside the antique shop, writing this. All around silence except for the gentle tinkling of the wind chimes hanging at the back of the shop.
tink-ling, tink, tink-ling.
Silence.
It's rather unnerving, sitting almost in darkness, with only statues staring back. Unblinking eyes. Unmoving forms.
Silence.
Statues don't say anything do they? Hope not.
It would be so freaky, like in Dollmaster, if they could.
Oh my god, and talking about that, i remember the countless toys i have abandoned or given away.
I'm so sorry. I wouldn't do anything to hurt other people though. Not on purpose.
May swarms of termites descend upon your family tree if you are the sort who delights in doing that sort of things.
XD
I am sweet.
I hope everyone will be happier soon. Please let us be. I miss foursix a lot.
Please shut up if you have nothing to say to me. I'd hate it if you rant on and on about nothing.
Unless you're a girl ( i'm more forgiving and sympathetic towards girls, i'm a girl myself), or ed or leo or neighbour
Or gay. Full stop.Labels: They've been kicking my heart around
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