Yay, it's the first day of the year!
1. Must promise to be good.
2.Must study hard
3. Exercise more.
4. Be nicer to people
5. Try not to look mean when not smiling
6. Make time for friends, and...more friends!
7. BE HAPPY AND MAKE PEOPLE AROUND ME HAPPY!
So sorry didn't go out with you today, pam, let's go buy shoes sometime!
I realise i am like super broke now and i'm ready to rob the bank. I don't remember who it was who promised me he/she'll be my accomplice when we're 80 and have lived almost all our lives and we'll go rob a bank.
I mean, we figured we could enjoy the money if we get away with it. Or spend the rest of our lives in jail, which considering the age, won't be that long. LOL
I really want to try everything in life once. At least once. I don't wanna die with regrets. Sounds morbid but true.
Like scuba-diving, sky diving, bungee rope jumping, island escapade, nomadic lifestyle, african safaries, exploring the Amazon, seeing Victoria Falls, etc.
Happy dreaming, but whatever.
Anyway, you know we cannot see each other anymore. Not really, but asking a person out is soo difficult.
I need to go out, i need to work, i need shoes, i need money. -.-
Don't ask me why i'm like that. It's just the way i am, deal with it. I cannot be close to you. I don't want to. Don't ask me why. Don't ask me how.
Like a kite flying directionless without it's string. Like a boat without a captain to steer the helm. How do you go back? Don't worry, no one knows.
Singing, singing, ever so softly.
There are so many things to look forward to. Like the warm sun rays falling on your shoulders. The way the air smells after grass is freshly cut. The sound of surf crashing on the beach. The way the back of a baby's neck smells. Hot chocolate on a cold day.
What do you know?
Blood must be shed. I'll keep my knife sharpened, ready to slit a dog's throat somewhere. (A metaphor, really)Labels: Engagements aplenty keep us adrift.