I thought I would be sad.
But I was surprised
For when I thought of that,
There was nothing but a dull nonchalance,
where pain used to be.
And a gentle wistfulness,
for the pain that used to be.
Okay so my blog posts do not really show whether I'm happy or sad. It can sometimes lag etc. Haha. But thanks guys for asking about me. Like, Cheeguan and Eric (so nice when he asked if I was okay lol)
Anyway some people have been asking me why
1. I am not attached.
2. Why I don't seem interested. (??)
Haha okay I think I'll make a really bad girlfriend. You know the bitchy kinds who demand your whreabouts and blow your credit card. LOL okay just kidding.
Why I think I'll be a horrible gf :D
1. I think I'll be the jealous kind who will get angry if the guy talks to some girl all the time even though I know they will only be friends.
2. I'll want his attention all the time.
3. He has to be really tall. (okay not really taller than me's fine)
4. I'll get angry if he is too sweet. (fine I'm weird okay)
5. He can't have neater handwriting than me. (Lol really weird)
6. I want his studies to be always better than mine.
7. He must speak good english.(he can be a physics or math genius but if he can't really speak english...) :)
8. I'll want him to do funny stuff for me. Like...painting my nails? HAHA
9. I want him to be able to sing. At least not all tone deaf la.
10. If he can't sing in tune I think i'll keep teasing him lol
11. I might call him in the middle of the night cos I'll get scared or can't sleep. And he must sing me a lullaby! XD
Okay i think enough of me being obnoxiously demanding. Lol you all will say that's why I'm still single haha. So, yea see? I'm still single. But I'm quite happy cos I have so many people I love! XD
Anyway I have my Husband (Yimin!) and Boyfriend (Si en) and Girlfriend (Sharleen)/ I feel like an amoeba...no wonder so many lil kids. XD
( I have a feeling I'll have a boyfriend when I'm in J2) Nooo...I dowan.
Pamela will say, "My dear girl, keep all your funny feelings to yourself please." Lolol XD
Which reminds me of my amusing hotel stories which I told the dudettes at the dinner table in Italy. (Shona, Shena, Pamela, Wanchun, Yizhen, etc)
Okay I shall leave that to another time weeee...
I thought it would hurt,