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Tuesday, December 2, 2008

Memories...



Ok-la-ho-ma....Yeow!


Looking retarded beside Mummy! Haha! I'm supposedly this bimbo 16 yr old confused over love and she's pacifying me. (it's the song okay!)LOL


Told you I was emo.


Minhui was saying, "Hey you know what! I always thought you like very bimbo etc, but you actually do a lot of things others will never dare to do.


And that time in Esplanade you were twirling around in front of the whole audience, like, sell out concert, and you didn't seem scared at all! You're like very brave you know! Are all performers like that?"


Lol! Brave or crazy la same.


heeheehee. XD



Our heart lol





I have dreamed...





I realise that I cannot have two posts on the same day or my other posts will get screwed up! So I'm just gonna add on to last night's post!


Anyway Fangqi called me yesterday night. I know he like wants to cheer me up. Oh man. *guilty


I cause so many people to worry! Like pamela! I have been using your shoulder like a few times HAHA thanks woman!


And Jenna! Your hugs are super nice! (cos she smells like flowers, and fresh something. HAHA) I was gonna say leaves but wth!? Leaves??
Lol
And Leon! He keeps talking to me, giving me lollipop sometimes and helping out with altos sectionals. Yay! I shall challenge you again! Don't you dare say no alto can throw you off your note!


Yea and the jokes Fangqi kept telling me are super lame! But one stupid funny one about a char shao bao. LOL Thanks BabyRanger! Just don't sing the power ranger song to me again! HAHA I'll die.


Don't stress too okay! Bout cat high. It's difficult being in charge of monkeys I know. Lol. Must jiayou! I would sing that PR theme song to you if I were nice but I will never! Hahaha. Who ask you sing so many times?


I wanna see Joanne again! My lovely lovely friend who was the last andsec sop SL and Queen and Bimbo and Unglam!




I saw this on Mummy's blog so I shall do it! XD

The rules and regulations:


Each player starts off with 10 weird things about/habit/little known facts.



Tag 10 people, blah blah, I shall START!


1. I get angry or upset almost everytime I feel hot. Okay warm HAHA and almost always in a good mood in cold places.


2. I display violent tendencies when I get woken up before I want to.


3. I absolutely dislike sweet guys who fuss over girls. Argh


4. I simply love how I get goosebumps when I hear a perfect blend. So far, I've only gotten it with Anderson Sec choir. <3!>
5. I am a sucker for lollipops and cherries, cucumber and tomatoes, mars bars and...nail polish.


6. I have a voice fetish! HAHA. Nice voice la.



7. I HATE people touching my face or hair. Unless you're Pamela or Jenna or maybe closer friends or...my doggie!



8. I am totally freaked out by cockroaches. Or worms, or creepy-crawlies. I can like hyperventilate or something.


9. I live in heels. 2-inch, 3-inch, 4-inch, 5-inches I have it all! Muahaha



10. I walk in a funny manner. My feet are almost always in a line. You know, like a model? Cept I'm not one. My dad has been trying to make me walk properly (he kicks me if I don't walk with feet apart) since I learned how to walk and, of course, judging by how I still walk, has failed terribly.



Tagged!
pamela
cheryl
wanchun
yizhen (still away!)


whoever reads this and wants to do it.



Okay, now you see yesterday night's post...Lol




Monday, Dec 1st, 2008 --
It can be quite challenging for you to reconcile the vast differences between your respect for the past and your need for change. Your strong positions on both sides can be confusing to others, yet you can see the extremes as part of a continuum. Don't give up on the possibility of finding a sensible solution. Keeping your hopes high can be a full time job, yet it will be well worth it.

(My horoscope says I should keep my hopes high. I'll try to string 'em up since I don't have the energy to hold on to it.)

The rose on my vanity has withered.

So many people came to ask if I'm okay. Haha thanks!

Even people from vocal consort sense I'm not as okay as I should be and ask me why? Wow. People like Fangqi, Samuel, Henry.

Samuel was talking to me just now and cheering me up! Yayy. I mean he's the only one who listened to everything and did not just ask me to "forget it", or "relax". I do get angry sometimes so let me be. Haha

Henry has this uncanny thing la! Like he added me on Facebook, then we were talking then he added me on Msn. Then he suddenly went like, "Are you okay? You don't seem okay." And me (hello I just knew him I have to be cheerful right?) I was like, wow. Okay I'm fine.

Then a few days later I was really fine. Until I received a disturbing message, and I was in mid-convo with Henry. But I still kept up with our talking. And he suddenly said, "Hey, know you've not been very happy lately. Whatever is it, don't worry okay?"

Wow? HAHA

Jenna has been very supportive of me. So's Pamela, Leon, etc. Thankyou for all the hugs and kisses!!

But sometimes Hope is just an illusion to false beliefs and lies. If we didn't believe so much, we wouldn't hurt so much. But I'm an idealist, really, so Hope will always be there for me.

Sometimes we just have to lower our expectations?

And my little kids! Really very heartened to see people putting in effort for choir, and supporting others (namely me) emotionally.

So sorry guys I've been acting like a total prick! I mean, come on, the reason why we're stressed cannot be blamed on anyone. It's nobody's fault but everyone gets hurt. Just like a war. Collateral damage. can't be helped.

So JJ said this to me, (he's already complained I ruined his image after that Basses thing but its funny right!). I got like three comments he's got a good sense of humor. LOL

Me, "Sis! I'm dying..."
JJ, "Why do you all have so much admin? Hmm you can go die."
Me, "Thanks ah! What am I then?"
JJ, "You can be an angel!"
Me, "Wow, yay! Okay!"
JJ, "Then you help God do admin."


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