Saturday, January 24, 2009
Tarot.com-- You may be ready to do something that is out of character, which can take someone in your life by surprise. Unfortunately, others might judge you harshly for your erratic behavior today. They may even think you are being immature or irresponsible. But regardless of anyone else's expectations, this is your moment of truth and you need to make an original statement about who you are and what you want.
Hmm everyone thinks I'm not okay. Auntie Perry I am not emo.
I AM NOT BEING BITCHY. Hello, how can I be when that wasn't even my own opinions? Why do you have to tell me that? We can help out, we can try. But we can never ever do ALL of it for you. You think I'm so nice to do it? Hell, no. I'm evil, alright? And calculating and mean and practical. Buzz off. Don't tell me we have to fill in for everything that is lacking. Seriously. Yea and thanks Jenna, for calling. (:
Lucky pam's here to tell me I'm fine. -.- Usually she'll tell me off if I'm just being crazy or too anal about something.
I guess. It's easy to talk, definitely. I'd agree with what is said about how you can try and try and nothing will come out of it. Just so.
I have tried. I dare say that. How many times I've said it. Until I had to tell Leon to get it done. How he had to find time to do it.
And how it's easier to mind our own business. (: One year. Less than that. I have my friends and I won't die. I should also realise sometimes just being with friends is enough, and if nothing is appreciated, perhaps one should not try with your own beliefs about how it is to run things right.
Unless, there are no improvements.
We try to tell this to ourself now. "All is fine, all is right. We're okay we're improving. Everyone's trying. We're gonna do it."
Sure thing, if only we could make it like this. I guess we could.
Fail.
Thing is, I'm not that hungry to get it. You forget, I already had it once.
Zk is right. Pamela's right. Henry's right. All that matters isn't this.
On a happier note, I haven't gone angpao collecting yet and got one from my aunt already! 200 bucks. Again! XD Hohoho. This is so cool. MONEY. Lol
Chinatown outing tmr! XD Yesyesyesyes. Sometimes all you want is go out with people who matter. I am very straightforward about who I don't like though. Unreasonable, childish and I would lose the friendship. Wait, we don't make friends sad. Acquaintanceship then. I support Kantianism! Telling the truth regardless of all circumstances.
Why things have come to such a head. I don't know. It's not my fault.
Things have come to such a head. I don't know. It's not my fault.
I don't know. It's not my fault.
Don't know. It's not my fault.
It's not my fault.
Not my fault.
My fault.
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