"I have no freakin' clue how to live my life. I just write all my thoughts on a piece of paper and then throw it away."
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I'm happy we care. Happy they care. When I see people around me every other day so deluded, things like this make me see that not everything is what we expect. Not everyone can be who you expect them to be. However much they appear. It takes one trip back to make me see things in perspective. (Why, you're so much younger, are we that bad?) Have no high expectations, lest they fall short and only disappointment awaits. ("You suck" I wish they'll tell us that) There are things straightforward. People know what they say and mean what they say. (No holding back, if you're not gonna have it you don't have it unless you work for it.) No use crying. You know it's different so deal with it. At least you have 6. (They are better than us. Why?) 1,2,3,4,5, once I caught a fish alive. So we laugh and we don't care, or pretend to care. Just so. Everything gone and past. (I suppose it's part of everything to be fake.) You say you know, you say its what you stand for. (Do you think I believe you?) 6,7,8,9,10, then I let it go again. When you stayed away, I'll stay away forever. How do I forgive you for moving away? Why did I let it go? Why did you let it go? When we needed you, when I needed you, you weren't there. Because it bit my finger so. We all try to be the same and act like nothing happened. Nobody listens to you. We try not to let it affect us. But things will never be the same. I know. Which finger did it bite? Don't ask me to go now. You know we're never the same. When you buried what had been, there'll never be what will be. That little piece of my heart. This little finger on my right. I close off that part of my heart and keep it locked up forever.
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