The best possible way to screw yourself is here. Nasty surprises. The glitter the glamour the constant pain. The gray the blue and a red hot flame. Burn hurt burn hurt. "Nobody's fault but a problem here." Who else but you to slave and to tear. The best possible way to hurt is here. Unexpected shocks in every little aspect. Academically, socially, emotionally, mentally, physically. Girls, guys. Slowly and surely I cannot wait. Slowly but surely the simple hate. Eat the poison and the pain. Feel the burden and the strain. One, two three four. Four four four four. The best possible way to die.
Thankyou pam and castro and joyin and wendy and lummie and perry and fangqi. You make me feel safe. (:
She said she saw a photo of that place and cried. I thought I was the only one. Please stay happy. It'd break my heart for you all to be sad.
I feel like I'm hurled headlong by some force, 50 tonnes into a brick wall. And my soul falling out on the other side.
