Ng,
You need some time alone with a good book, or to study in some new interest you have taken on, but people in your life just don't seem to get that you are actually doing something. You may have to drive away from home in order to find a quiet space. -fb
Thursday, May 20th, 2010 -- Your feelings are up one minute and down the next today as alternating currents of excitement and worry distract you from what you ought to be doing. You know you should be concentrating on the details at work, but you may be too inspired about the big picture to pay attention to things that seem trivial. Remember, you do have the capability to control your thoughts, and focusing on the fine points can make the difference between a mediocre performance and true success. -tarot.com
Oh no oh no it's exactly what I'm feeling now. Alternating between excitement and worry. DAMN. I wanna go out with Pam soon!!!!!! I need some assurance. Or scolding, whatever la, my brains are pretty much very fried right now.
I have a new mission! I am going to read books until my eyes turn square and my brains fall out. And I am determined to master Spanish since I know Lis (Alice- I can't seem to call her that anymore, Lis sounds very nice, or maybe I'm just lazy) is learning it too.
I am going to paint my room!!! Perhaps I'm gonna paint it calming green. Which again shows how crazy I am because there's no such thing as calming green is there?
2 times in a day I have people calling me Ice Queen. Nothing wrong with being an ice queen. It's cool and all.
Because my tv has no dvd player since the last one was thrown away due to it being a retarded laggy thing and my computer is also a retarded laggy thing, I have decided to take my dvds (or Neighbour's actually, sorry YH I have been keeping them far to long, haven't seen him in a while) to my dad's car and kip there and watch them.
See how sad I am. I'll be the first person spending a night in a car watching dvds. Whoohoo! Perhaps I'll bring ElastiPig down and use him to decor my seat. I wonder what happened to my strawberry seatbelt cover in the last car.
Oh yea, my dad got a new car.
I hate new car smells. I rmb how when the last car was new, I spent the whole time with my head in a bag of crackers because I couldn't stand the leather smell. Then I ended up being carsick (I'm never never carsick, even when I'm sitting back to front or in a boot or whatever) from sitting at crash position with my head in a bag. Lol
Oh yea a taxi driver recently gave me a life analysis/ fortune telling based on my birthdate. 6 March. "You will be happy and successful if you find what you like to do. You will never ever be fired- there is no need to. If you love the job, you're invaluable. If you hate your job, before your boss can realise it, you're already out. You're lazy when you have to do things that bore you or that are a chore. But when you get obsessed with something, you keep at it until you reach where you want to be, in your case, the best. You trust people easily, and don't lose faith in them until they seriously prove otherwise. You have an idealistic view of the world, but it doesn't serve you well in reality because you are always disappointed. You give a lot and have many friends, and you sincerely care for all of them. You tend to pretend to be happy. You sometimes laugh at things people say but your mind is thinking of something else. Your mind is always thinking of something else."
Yeap, my trip from my house to Zouk was spent listening to his impression of me. But I must say, damn, his analysis is good. Did he seriously get all that from a birth date? He claims he knows all the dates and months. O:
