Monday, December 21, 2009
I'm so so tired!
Tired of having never-ending headaches that takes away your concentration cos you've to tolerate it.
Tired of the freaking weather.
Tired of presumptuous guys who think that just because you talk to them and you've always been there for them equals to a life destined together. I'm a therapist. Nothing more.
Tired of being asked to play therapist.
Tired of working not for myself.
Tired of not being able to sleep at night.
Tired that you expect me to care when we're estranged.
Tired of waking and not knowing what I want.
Tired of knowing I will never want.
In fact, I never wanted.
Tired of things staying the same.
Tired of people who change.
So it's that hard to live,
to see ahead.
A blur in grey and dark blue stain.
An ugly past not allowed.
The slate's clean anyway.
Wiped it off and sprayed the glitter.
I don't want you to see anything.
I don't want your anything.
Your kind.
I'm gonna stay like this forever.
I will not be moved.
Unfortunately the glitter won't stick around for long.
Nor would you.Labels: damn
loved on 10:54 PM
