Tuesday, September 8, 2009
People please don't read my blog. There's nothing here that's interesting. Please wait till As are over. Thank you. But tag if you're here, please. (: Even if to say hi.
A violent stand:
Okay we all know it's ethically wrong and morally and whateverly wrong to kill yourself. But hey, if someone chooses to die its his choice. After all, they are going through so much pain. If they wanna end it then yea. The people who object might be selfish after all. "He should press on" Whatever shit. Dude, he ain't got will to live you can't force him either. I'm all for euthanasia. Shoot me if you want to. Pardon the pun.
But I think its very wrong to kill yourself cos it's a selfish thing. I mean for people who aren't undergoing any sort of visible pain. (inner emotional and mental pain is altogether another thing to be totally disregarded) I mean, think of your parents! And your friends. What kind of a mean bitch or loser you'd be to put them through that kinda pain and torture beacuse they lost you. This immature, reckless not to forget heartless person. Not to mention Him. Or Her. She's gonna just get pissed cos you took your life cos you can't stand pain. What the heck. Next life: A PIG. (Insult to pigs, really. They're smart) Plus your next life'll be a lot more painful hoho. And you can't get out of it cos killing yourself is simply not justified?
"I was...depressed"
"Emo"
"I hate everything"
Uh huh, tell me another one.
I could suggest one method though. Death by studying. Which I am currently implementing. Works pretty well for me. If I died while staying up and mugging I'd just be a silly and stupid hack who studied last min, got stressed and died. Period. Right?
LEFT.
1. People don't die studying. Unfortunately for some.
2. Studying with friends is too much fun. ^.^
3. Staying up with friends is too much fun. Cheers.
C'mon people, it's just a few weeks. We can do it. Don't go mad or sick or nutty over hatred for school, friends or stuff. (:
So don't tell me you wanna kill yourself again or I'll strangle you. You sucky school is so not worth it! Actually our schools are so alike...but yea! Seriously. Say it again I'll break your head. Rarr. Best possible way to die indeed. ):
Oh but uh, anything can call to speak I guess. Don't bottle everything inside yo. Takecare all you lovelies.
Labels: happiness
loved on 7:36 PM
Sunday, September 6, 2009
Haha okay so Fangqi says I look like her. Nicole from Kara. Okay that's good cos she's really pretty. Lol apparently she has no confidence in her appearance. This just makes the less well-endowed... pissy. Tsk
Going out with Abel and Neighbour was fun! Could like, go out. It's only next door but hey, who's gauging?
We watched Mean Girls and Pulp Fiction. And the superlame Sheep in the City. LOL Abel and I were like "What the..." after we were done. Just like that time me and Pam watched House Bunny! Omg.
Slept at around 5plus. Gosh. Sorryy for making you stay up but you deserved it. XD Heh. Anyway wrote sth. It has a lamo title. Either liberation or that. So yea. Weird.
And damn, it can't space so I gotta put funny dotty stuff there. Spoils the thing but nvm. (:
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Metamorphorsis
Cut me from the shackles, mind.
The rockwall, desperation,
rising tide.
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Free me from these chains that bind.
My heart exposed,
For the birds to bite.
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Pull me from my cocooned jail,
crushed ribs, salty tears,
The world so bright.
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You made me scared and just so sad.
Left for dead,
no matter how I cried.
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But out in the cold I understood,
the wings unravelled
and the tears dried.
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"You're beautiful", you smiled in that rare,
"With wings like an angel
and a light so white."
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And up in the air when I rose,
I could finally breathe,
my chest so light.
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And in this pretty atmosphere,
You smiled at me; I knew that guide.
You'll always remain my little dear.
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Yeap. For YOU. (: Thanks for letting me go. Letting yourself go. It's really good cos I know you'll still be the one whom I make fun of, scold, get exasperated over. Three parts sadness, two parts relieved.
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(No title. The feeling's indescribable.)
He's the only guy I cared about,
who made me cry,
yet laugh out loud.
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The nonsense, the jokes
the glares and the pokes.
Pulled us closer, like addiction, just like dope.
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The smiles, the teasings,
so sweet and pleasing,
Went with the summer, and was gone like the rain.
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Now that its gone,
we're both not bad.
Give us some time cos we'll definitely be sad.
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He's the only guy I ever cared about,
but we're still firm friends,
that's without a doubt.
Hahahaha I don't care if they don't sell this po-ultraman-wer ranger thingy anymore. :D
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Beware.
AJ pills.
Can kill.
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heee :D
Labels: freedom, happiness, liberation, sadness
loved on 7:18 PM
Sunday, June 15, 2008
Children in Crisis
Besides having to cope with their disabilities, disabled children face extreme poverty, discrimination, stigma and lack access to general public services including basic healthcare, education, clean water and sanitation, and adequate housing needs.
These children are also particularly vulnerable in conflict and disaster situations, and to HIV/AIDS, violence and neglect.
There is a direct link between poverty and disabling impairments. In fact, 50% of impairments are preventable and poverty-related, with 20% of impairments caused by malnutrition. (Source, Department for International Development, Reader's Digest)
Help protect these needy children. Visit www.worldvision.org.sg or call 6221 1040 today to find out how you can help children through World Vision's Child Sponsorship Programme.
Every World Vision Child Sponsor receives
1. A photo and personal profile of the sponsored child
2. A sponsorship booklet showing in detail how sponsorship works.
3. An annual progress report on the sponsored child and his or her community, and an updated photo of the child.
4. The opportunity to build a special relationship with the sponsored child through exchange of letters, and participate in organised sponsor visits to the child.
5. Regular news about World Vision.
(:
Okay cool if i'm not poor in the future, and i certainly don't intend to be, I'll definitely adopt/sponsor one of these kids. Or more, depending on how much money i have. XD
I can't possibly help all of them but if i can change someone's life. I guess it's already good enough.
What they need is a change of govt though. Okay i won't elaborate. (:
Again I seriously hope to run away from everything. Don't you ever wished what its like to die prematurely?
It's so difficult giving in all the time. Cos you don't consider how others feel. Ever. It's just you, basically. All the things people do for you you're so thank-less, I'm shocked. It come naturally to you i suppose.
Everytime i try, it's just another stabbing. And it's not even from the back. Though no one sees it. I'm a great actor. High pain threshold i have, it's really kinda hurting a lot.
I'm so tired.
My parents always told me to give and not take. Okay fair enough. But I've nothing left now. No more feelings. Like what BC said. 'I didn't believe i'd met anyone who can not feel anything even if you get hurt. It's not possible.'
"That's how it goes. Lots of different ways to live. And lots of different ways to die. But in the end that doesn't make a bit of difference.
All that remains is a desert."
(South of the border, Haruki Murakami)
Do all these kids feel the same?
Wealth does not equate happiness.
Poor lil kids.
And poor in both senses. Labels: happiness, love, luck, money
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