Tuesday, May 25th, 2010 -- There are many things going on today that could force you to alter your plans. You aren't usually this set in your ways, but now your schedule might be so tight that it's not easy for you to make the changes required to stay on track. Nevertheless, it's your flexibility that can turn a difficult situation into one that's successful for everyone involved. -tarot.com
Yea I cannot fit everyone in! I keep having to meet someone or the other, because I simply haven't seen the person in so long! And I can't make time for everyone and myself because I can only eat so many meals and I have only so many hours in one day.
But I can't not see my friends. I miss everyone so much!
I kinda know how it feels like to be hyperventilating. Or perhaps, constantly hyperventilating. I feel I have to attach a paper bag to my face 24/7 or I'll die from lack of air.
Panic attack.
ZJ says I shouldn't worry so much but I can't help it!
I can't sleep at night and when I do I get nightmares. Only when people (sometimes even my sister) comes to stayover can I sleep properly. And its only after a whole night of staring glued to chick flicks and then falling asleep from sheer exhaustion.
P says I must be depressed. "When I get out, I checked your blog. I was like, die la! So many posts. You must be being crazy now. Like I said, no post is good news."
Oh but shopping at Haji Lane with Topless Five was awesommeeeee. Pam is totally gonna get me there again. *thinks of my money. Lol
Oh but I was in pink heaven yesterday. Packed my wardrobe twice, first deciding to hang the dresses together, then settling on putting the favorites in the middle. Then I happily slept with Piglet, ElastiPig, Candybone and my pink bag. And I have Superman covers now! (they glow on the dark!!! I'm not kidding. Liz and I had great fun flicking the light switch on and off watching the glowy "S" Lol
I hate waking up. Today, I looked at the picture hanging in my room and got a shock. It looked totally different from what I was used to seeing and all the usual dimensions blurred and moulded together. I saw things I never saw before and had a distinct impression of a white light in a human shape sitting at a table in my picture's garden, while the house looked ridiculously small behind him.
-.- Just about swell time to start imagining things. As bad as the time I saw a person in the window and asked my dad who the person was.
Estudiar espanol?
Oh I should be happy to say I have finally found a use for my reaction kinetics tutorials! You know what everyone always says. "Just keep your tutorials! You will have a use for them." Yeap! I used them to curl my hair. I rip them into long strips, grab a lank of hair and start rolling it up. Then I tie the ends togther and voila! Instant hair curler.
I might just get rid of the whole lot yet.
I'm definitely regressing.
Yizhen has thrown out her bed in a room cleaning frenzy, so I shall start cutting up my shirts to make my wardrobe more edgy.
I realise there is absolutely nothing I can do with the aj pe shirts apart from wearing them. (heaven forbid) My intention of using them as rags for house cleaning failed as the dry fit material can absorb as much water as I can absorb math formulas. So obviously a no go.
I could give them to a charity or sth, but I wouldn't want to be responsible for saddling poor kids with such an offensive piece. Oh its not the color or even the cut. Its the indignity of simply being there that gives a shirt so much of an unholy burden.
Oh and Zj asked me what's the difference between protective and possessive.
Protective- tending to protect Possessive-Having or manifesting a desire to control or dominate another, especially in order to limit that person's relationships with others
Seriously I can just pick two people and they'd be perfect examples.
I realise the cup I got for my last birthday is pink and purple! Life is good.
We're gonna be 20 in like half a year!!!!! Can you imagine? "Hi, I'm ____ . I'm 20."
