Saturday, September 26, 2009
I'm in such low spirits.
Greg and Cass are ignoring me. They're my imaginary friends, btw. Not really la. Greg is the lift ghost and Cassie lives in the painting in my room. Anyway Minhui has Mary too! Who helped us get a seat in the library hahaha.
I think I'm really lucky to have friends.
Thanks Pam for the hug! (: I needed that.
Castro knows how I feel abt ___ too. I can just be sad and she won't question me.
And Henry! Just talking nonsense made me feel so much better.(: So glad we could meet up. Oh when I went to the toilet I saw myself in the mirror and almost died. I look like a ghost of my former self. (no pun intended)
I really miss him, bus should've come later. Henry stop thinking so much! And sorry I didn't wanna talk abt him. Heh. I'm going to get you that ugly toy in the shop, you wait. XD HAHAHA
Anyways I don't think one should bother abt what others say. When criticisms pile up, usually I get pissed and the person dies. (not literally,you wish) SO. Do whatever you want,wear whatever you want. Hell, you can be wearing a sarong and I'd still love you. Lol no offence, sarong-wrapping people out there.
Actually, I'm quite scared to sleep now. I think Cassie's real! (There's a reason my sis refuses to sleep in my room, coupled with the freaky stuff we both encountered and mum saying my room is a cold spot. Zzz)
*According to the chinese, an unusually cold place in a house is usually haunted. Great.
But after all my hotel encounters I should be used to random weird happenings. But it'd still be mighty scary to talk to yourself and the chair swivels (45degrees is alr enough) and faces you. Trust me I jumped up and stared at it for awhile. Hmm...maybe I'm imagining things...
Actually the guy who asked me for no.was so cute! What was I thinking? Lol
I should stop crying. It makes me ugly. I wanna be pretty again, and fall in love with myself all over again. Pisceans always unbelievably neglect themselves to a large extent. My horoscope keeps telling me I have to look out for myself, treat myself better, stop giving in to everyone's whims and start with myself. Okay whatever. I think I treat myself well enough. I mean, I'm gaining weight! Lol. And I think its my friends who look out so much for me. I think if not for friends my blurness would've killed me years ago.
Like the time when I happily stepped off the curb after seeing the DRIVERS INDICATOR turn green. Don't ask me why I wasn't looking at the pedestrian traffics lights. I stepped right in front of a double decker and would've been mash if Queen didn't grab my collar and haul me back. Eh the Queen of Blur saved me! Hahaha.
And the countless times Pam made me stop doing stupids things which would've gotten me lost, mugged, murdered, electrocuted, stabbed or cheated. Yayy to you guys.
So I studied with Minhui today! So happy. I think we can really talk a lot about anything. But its so nice! I can't wait for stayover muaha! But can't be like that time she came over and we
1. slept
2. talked
3. "studie..."
I'm going to lose so much weight after As I'll lose myself.
Everytime I wanna study now, I listen to a happy song, then emo song. Then when I'm positively neutral(what an oxymoron) I'll study. Then I'd get depressed and the cycle starts again! Minhui ask me not to drink so much coffee. Okay I should try orange juice someday. (now I'll stick to celery beetroot thankyou)
Or try Henry's celery green apple! HAHA that one sounds like hell.
I know you guys are like,"Hello, madwoman, what the hell are you gabbing abt? Celery beetroot sounds disgusting." Separately laa. Celery. Beetroot. If it doesn't help me at least it adds to the mania. Hehhehheh
I got a cut on my leg! Which, as usual I didn't feel until I see blood.
Thought 1, "Ooh where did that come from?"
Thought 2, "Shit, not again."
Which you guys in Czech would know. Lol
Tell you all next time!
Sugar! Your blog songs super nice. I open your blog then start surfing ard. Lol thanks! Prom shopping soon!!
Until then, study hard!
Guys,
*breathe in,breathe out slowwwwwy...
Hope it helps. Jiayou! Oh, my phone is weird. It keeps getting turned off by the erratic owner being eccentric. SO...if you're looking for me, call my house.
Its 67123456.
have a good day.Labels: dance for me
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